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the stupid breaks came on fast.
-my mom thinks im pushing the apartment thing too hard, and i should stay at home. other option she'll go for? graduate housing. pet friendly? no way. DEAR MOM, GRADUATE HOUSING ALSO COSTS MONEY.
-my brother thinks its stupid cause it'll cost too much money. he does think my mom is being ridiculous, though, because she wants me to pay for it by myself, but won't support me if its a "scummy" apartment. she doesn't feel comfortable with her child living in downtown New Britian. well, mom...i'm paying what i can afford, which isn't a ton.
-the girl im gonna live with is taking zero part in finding an apartment. she keeps saying "oh, it'll happen." yes, it will, just not magically on its own. there isn't a little apartment fairy hovering around CCSU, ready to beacon us into our perfect, pet-friendly apartment (unless you count me). she also told me that she never actually had plans to get a dog, that she told me that because she got caught up in the dog excitment. i dont like the thought of my dog alone all day. thats not fair to him. granted, it will only be really bad for 2 1/2 months, but still. i dont want little baby cullen lonely.
-i'm just having major financial doubts about all of this. i just love this dog so much and i just want him so bad. life would be perfect if my parents would just let me buy him, take care of him, and keep him at my house, but that would never happen. ever.
i hate reality.
-my mom thinks im pushing the apartment thing too hard, and i should stay at home. other option she'll go for? graduate housing. pet friendly? no way. DEAR MOM, GRADUATE HOUSING ALSO COSTS MONEY.
-my brother thinks its stupid cause it'll cost too much money. he does think my mom is being ridiculous, though, because she wants me to pay for it by myself, but won't support me if its a "scummy" apartment. she doesn't feel comfortable with her child living in downtown New Britian. well, mom...i'm paying what i can afford, which isn't a ton.
-the girl im gonna live with is taking zero part in finding an apartment. she keeps saying "oh, it'll happen." yes, it will, just not magically on its own. there isn't a little apartment fairy hovering around CCSU, ready to beacon us into our perfect, pet-friendly apartment (unless you count me). she also told me that she never actually had plans to get a dog, that she told me that because she got caught up in the dog excitment. i dont like the thought of my dog alone all day. thats not fair to him. granted, it will only be really bad for 2 1/2 months, but still. i dont want little baby cullen lonely.
-i'm just having major financial doubts about all of this. i just love this dog so much and i just want him so bad. life would be perfect if my parents would just let me buy him, take care of him, and keep him at my house, but that would never happen. ever.
i hate reality.