"lets go show those bands how sexy we are"
there are so many people i wish i could talk to. i have sooo many apologies to give. soooo many shoulders i would love to go cry on. and a LOT of hugs.
i think i'm going to copy colleen...
ok. these are the things i want to say to people. the majority of them won't read this but i want to write it down. i'm not saying who each one is directed towards.
1. i can honestly say that you are the one person who i have always been happy to see. i really hope you know how many people care about you and are there for you. you are one of those people that really makes life worth it.
2. i'm sorry. you were right. you're always right. sometimes i get upset with you and i am sooo sorry because i know you want whats best for everybody.
3. did you know that you're an idiot? you've got friends that love you and you just can't figure it out.
4. i love you soooo much. i hope the things you say to me aren't lies like people keep telling me they are. i want you to be sooooo completely happy, even though sometimes i'm not sure why.
5. take me for what i am...for what i was meant to be...and if you give a damn...take me baby, or leave me....(yesss rent lyrics :P)
6. you are so sweet. so so sweet. i'm sorry if i'm annoying. because i know i am. i can talk to you about anything, which is great. i hope you can talk to me about anything too :/
7. i feel like i understand you, even though i probably don't. you are absolutely amazing.
8. i'm kind of upset with you. i've had people warn me about this, and i hate to say that they were right. you are so nice and funny. but i guess everybody has their faults...
9. i admire you in soooo many ways. for actually being able to care about other people. for listening to what others have to say. for actually being able to put the needs and wants of others before your own. i wish i could do that. i really really really wish i could.
10. you make me smile :) i know your intentions are good. i'm sorry for being stupid. i know i am every so often. i love you. i'll never stop being your friend.
11. you are kind of dumb sometimes. actually, a lot of the time. but despite everything, i love you and i hope you don't have anything wrong with me. (even though you probably should)
12. i am so sorry. i know i don't seem like it most of the time. but the crazy thing is, you love me anyways. i don't deserve it. i am soooooo grateful. i love you more than anything in this universe. really i do.
okay. so i kind of cheated. but thats ok cuz i'm not gonna say who any of those were to anyways. so yeah.
we got 1st at our competition. the score wasn't high enough though. and we didn't get the music or marching captions :( only GE. but we do have a pretty sweet show, i have to say.
i thought of a rant today that i may tell to my section on mon/tue. not sure though. but i mean come on...dan feng is my hero. "confidence is the sexiest trait" heck yes :)
i love the athens marching band. so much. i love every single person in it. i mean, some get on my nerves and i could do without some...but i mean...when i was thinking about our band and how much of a family we really are. its pretty amazing. yeah theres drama. WAY too much drama. but whatever. its made up of some pretty amazing people i have to say.
wow. i am such a hypocrite sometimes. haha. i think i've contradicted myself like 8 times in this entry. oh well. its still all true :)
i think i'm going to copy colleen...
ok. these are the things i want to say to people. the majority of them won't read this but i want to write it down. i'm not saying who each one is directed towards.
1. i can honestly say that you are the one person who i have always been happy to see. i really hope you know how many people care about you and are there for you. you are one of those people that really makes life worth it.
2. i'm sorry. you were right. you're always right. sometimes i get upset with you and i am sooo sorry because i know you want whats best for everybody.
3. did you know that you're an idiot? you've got friends that love you and you just can't figure it out.
4. i love you soooo much. i hope the things you say to me aren't lies like people keep telling me they are. i want you to be sooooo completely happy, even though sometimes i'm not sure why.
5. take me for what i am...for what i was meant to be...and if you give a damn...take me baby, or leave me....(yesss rent lyrics :P)
6. you are so sweet. so so sweet. i'm sorry if i'm annoying. because i know i am. i can talk to you about anything, which is great. i hope you can talk to me about anything too :/
7. i feel like i understand you, even though i probably don't. you are absolutely amazing.
8. i'm kind of upset with you. i've had people warn me about this, and i hate to say that they were right. you are so nice and funny. but i guess everybody has their faults...
9. i admire you in soooo many ways. for actually being able to care about other people. for listening to what others have to say. for actually being able to put the needs and wants of others before your own. i wish i could do that. i really really really wish i could.
10. you make me smile :) i know your intentions are good. i'm sorry for being stupid. i know i am every so often. i love you. i'll never stop being your friend.
11. you are kind of dumb sometimes. actually, a lot of the time. but despite everything, i love you and i hope you don't have anything wrong with me. (even though you probably should)
12. i am so sorry. i know i don't seem like it most of the time. but the crazy thing is, you love me anyways. i don't deserve it. i am soooooo grateful. i love you more than anything in this universe. really i do.
okay. so i kind of cheated. but thats ok cuz i'm not gonna say who any of those were to anyways. so yeah.
we got 1st at our competition. the score wasn't high enough though. and we didn't get the music or marching captions :( only GE. but we do have a pretty sweet show, i have to say.
i thought of a rant today that i may tell to my section on mon/tue. not sure though. but i mean come on...dan feng is my hero. "confidence is the sexiest trait" heck yes :)
i love the athens marching band. so much. i love every single person in it. i mean, some get on my nerves and i could do without some...but i mean...when i was thinking about our band and how much of a family we really are. its pretty amazing. yeah theres drama. WAY too much drama. but whatever. its made up of some pretty amazing people i have to say.
wow. i am such a hypocrite sometimes. haha. i think i've contradicted myself like 8 times in this entry. oh well. its still all true :)