Mar 16, 2004 19:19
when something ends or changes in my life i usually have a REALLY hard time dealing with it. When it is somehting that i have devoted so much of my time and self to i cant deal with it even more. I know this is a little late and i know no one from the play really reads my journal, but i have to say what everyone else has posted. I miss it...i miss you. I now sit, just as i did before, at home alone. There is no urgent meeting or rehersal to make, no songs to learn, no dances to screw up, no people to make laugh, no constant we gotogether in the background. None of that. it is all gone, and none of us can change it. I miss it so much (way more than i imagined i could). My life was dfchanged through that experience. I made new friends become closer to old ones yada yada yada like veryone else, but i just want to let everyone know who was a part of it that you taught me confidence. Confidence in myself and my peers. I never thought i could put myself onstage and do what did. and everytime i did it whether i screwed up or not, you cheered me on a congragulated me. Through you i overcame so many fears i would have never been able to beat on my own. Thank you for the memories you have given me, thank you for the laughrter you have instilled in me, thank you for the strength you have built up in me, and thankyou for the the friendship and kindness you displayed to me. I will remember you always and love every memory.
Things i will miss/remember about the play
* "who cares?!"
* attempting to learn Hello Dolly in the car during a snow squal
* setting eyes on the beautiful man
* shimmying in front of the beautiful man
* accidentally pointing to the beautiful man on stage during my song
* being touche don the arm by the beautiful man)
* katie taking pictures of the beautiful man (thank you so much)
* BURRITO NIGHT
* the taco made out of jelly beans
* learning we go together while everyone else ate soup
* one word...bobby "(i dont POP my cork for every guy i see)
* staying there all night ignoring my psyc test the next day while bobby taught certian people the ridiculous dances we never used
* wearing character shoes
* sitting in the makeup line while everyone sang "lola" to me
* avoiding mrs. daner and her makeup brush
* using a rolly bag for the first time
i cant think...too many tears...please add your own if anyone wants to...
i can never thank all of you enough for the amazing experience you gave me. i will never forget about it. to me when i think highschool i will think of the senior class play.