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I am all alone. But not in an emo way. By two best friends are thousands of miles away this spring break and my sister has a completely seperate group of friends that she's hanging out with. Theatre people. She tells me she doesn't want to be hanging out with her during Theatre stuff because it's "the one thing she has different from me". Too bad I'm friends with those people too. So here I am, all alone with my mom. And my dog. I don't know if any of you guys know, but my mom is kind of a bitch. But I can't hate her because sometimes she can be cool. It's odd, I can't figure out which side of her--the bitch or the cool mom--outweighs the other.
So here I am, on my stepdad's laptop because my computer crashed. Woohoo. Just sitting here waiting to find out if I got into UT. My mom says she has a feeling I'll get into summer school at UT, but I'm still nervous. All I could think of to do this morning was put fake tanner on...
How has my life gotten this boring? Maybe my mom was right with her intervention with me. She told me that she thinks I'm becoming withdrawn and she's worried that I don't have a social life. She says all I do is sit around on the house, on the computer, eating and gaining weight. Which is pretty bitchy of her to say to her own child, but hell, it's characteristic. It's not my fault Caroline and I share a car and Caroline is always spending her time at the theater with all the theater people.
Oh, so you know how I lost my cell phone and I was flipping out about how I was going to tell my mom? Well I told her, and I lived. I had this whole self-deprecating speech and I think I freaked her out. It was a very Juno moment. I asked her sit down and stuff, she probably thought I was pregnant. But she was very calm and didn't yell, and she told me that she had already ordered me a new cell phone. All I had to do was call Sprint (FUCKING IDIOTS, don't ever get Sprint) and suspend my account. That's it! I thought I was going to go write my will afterwards. But no. My only punishment is less allowance because I have to pay insurance on any new cell phones.
I think the lesson to be learned here is always cry, be self-deprecating and don't get defensive. Lesson learned.
So here I am, on my stepdad's laptop because my computer crashed. Woohoo. Just sitting here waiting to find out if I got into UT. My mom says she has a feeling I'll get into summer school at UT, but I'm still nervous. All I could think of to do this morning was put fake tanner on...
How has my life gotten this boring? Maybe my mom was right with her intervention with me. She told me that she thinks I'm becoming withdrawn and she's worried that I don't have a social life. She says all I do is sit around on the house, on the computer, eating and gaining weight. Which is pretty bitchy of her to say to her own child, but hell, it's characteristic. It's not my fault Caroline and I share a car and Caroline is always spending her time at the theater with all the theater people.
Oh, so you know how I lost my cell phone and I was flipping out about how I was going to tell my mom? Well I told her, and I lived. I had this whole self-deprecating speech and I think I freaked her out. It was a very Juno moment. I asked her sit down and stuff, she probably thought I was pregnant. But she was very calm and didn't yell, and she told me that she had already ordered me a new cell phone. All I had to do was call Sprint (FUCKING IDIOTS, don't ever get Sprint) and suspend my account. That's it! I thought I was going to go write my will afterwards. But no. My only punishment is less allowance because I have to pay insurance on any new cell phones.
I think the lesson to be learned here is always cry, be self-deprecating and don't get defensive. Lesson learned.