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So, I'm home alone. It's very dark outside and my dog is barking madly....my heartbeat just quickened a bit. It's kind of making me nervous. Yeah, so I have the house to myself until Sunday afternoon!! It's so awesome, kind of scary (but I mean...this is Tarrytown).
My dog is STILL barking, it's kind of freaking me out....
Right now I'm watching Practical Magic. Y'all remember that movie? With Sandra Bullock and Nicole Kidman? It came out when I was like 8 and I remember watching it with my mom all the time and listening to the soundtrack. I definitely haven't seen it since like...middle school and now I'm kind of obsessed. I forgot how much I like it. I feel Halloween festive watching it...the whole witch thing. Plus, ...there was just this really good kiss scene that just happened and I don't know if anybody else ever gets this feeling, but do you, whenever there is a great kiss scene, feel like your heart quicken, or maybe stop. Am I the only one? This is especially true when the actors have chemistry. Actually, in my opinion, getting a feeling like that from a scene is proof of good chemistry. Anyway...my heart kind of stopped for a second.
This week has been very sad. It really is a shame when some one from Austin High dies. Especially when it affects so much of the population like this did. You almost feel guilty smiling. It really makes you think about what you would do if someone you knew died. I mean someone you were friends with. Whenever someone tells me "Did you hear what happened, did you hear who died?" There is that sense of dread that it's someone you care about. Okay, care is the wrong word. Someone you are close with? And then when it's someone you don't know, there is a horrible sense of relief that just kills you feel. You know what I mean? You are relieved that it's not a good friend, but you feel horrible for feeling relief. It's hard to explain. In fact the night after that day, I had a horrible dream that Caroline died in a car accident. It was horrible. Someone told me that Blake was really tight with his brother and in fact they compared it to my relationship with Caroline- and that really hit me. That's where the dream probably came from, it was a horrible dream, as you can probably imagine. I don't know what I would do if Caroline died. It would be like half of me had been torn. You know what I mean?
I could never tell her this, it would be too awkward, but it's true. I really cannot imagine losing a twin. I think I would cease caring about life, like there would be nothing else to live for.
Well---that was a chipper post. I recommend watching Practical Magic, it's nostalgic. :)
P.S. ACT tomorrow, Anderson. Anyone else?
My dog is STILL barking, it's kind of freaking me out....
Right now I'm watching Practical Magic. Y'all remember that movie? With Sandra Bullock and Nicole Kidman? It came out when I was like 8 and I remember watching it with my mom all the time and listening to the soundtrack. I definitely haven't seen it since like...middle school and now I'm kind of obsessed. I forgot how much I like it. I feel Halloween festive watching it...the whole witch thing. Plus, ...there was just this really good kiss scene that just happened and I don't know if anybody else ever gets this feeling, but do you, whenever there is a great kiss scene, feel like your heart quicken, or maybe stop. Am I the only one? This is especially true when the actors have chemistry. Actually, in my opinion, getting a feeling like that from a scene is proof of good chemistry. Anyway...my heart kind of stopped for a second.
This week has been very sad. It really is a shame when some one from Austin High dies. Especially when it affects so much of the population like this did. You almost feel guilty smiling. It really makes you think about what you would do if someone you knew died. I mean someone you were friends with. Whenever someone tells me "Did you hear what happened, did you hear who died?" There is that sense of dread that it's someone you care about. Okay, care is the wrong word. Someone you are close with? And then when it's someone you don't know, there is a horrible sense of relief that just kills you feel. You know what I mean? You are relieved that it's not a good friend, but you feel horrible for feeling relief. It's hard to explain. In fact the night after that day, I had a horrible dream that Caroline died in a car accident. It was horrible. Someone told me that Blake was really tight with his brother and in fact they compared it to my relationship with Caroline- and that really hit me. That's where the dream probably came from, it was a horrible dream, as you can probably imagine. I don't know what I would do if Caroline died. It would be like half of me had been torn. You know what I mean?
I could never tell her this, it would be too awkward, but it's true. I really cannot imagine losing a twin. I think I would cease caring about life, like there would be nothing else to live for.
Well---that was a chipper post. I recommend watching Practical Magic, it's nostalgic. :)
P.S. ACT tomorrow, Anderson. Anyone else?