i posted this on my myspace and thought it should go here as well

[lizzie_kiss]

I've been a horriable friend lately, I've had alot of sleepless and crying nights, there are some who know whats going on, and others that have been totally ignorant to the fact that anything is even going on.

im not the person i used to be, im not the person i want to be.

but it seems like im talking out everything on the innocent people in my life, even the ones who have held my while ive cried, ive been a horriable person, and it seems like the more i try to change the harder it becomes,

so if you all hate me, i understand.

but i still want you all to know that im sorry, and that im mostly sorry to the people who have been there for me and supported me,

and if there are some that will never talk to me again, i know i deserved it

to all of my friends......
I love you all.....
im terriably sorry......
and i will miss you because i dont deserve to have you around

lizzie