Decisions
So yes i am enrolled at RIC funny thing today i applied to JWU and i plan on dropping RIC i came to the realization that i am only going to RIC to make every one else happy really tho i have always wanted a carrer with travel and there is no reason not to persue it true the job market is a bit tougher on a travel agent or a hotel manager then it is on a college professeor but i have to follow my passion life is too short for me to grow old in front of a bunt of 18 year olds who think they have it all planned out only to realize in thier last semester of ccri that they have spent the last 2 years making other people happy.
This however is not a deff decision i still have until tuesday to make up my mind but i do have to decied i aplied to JWU and i have gotten in in the past and can only pray that this is the scenario again but then again who knows. I am scared i dont know if i am ruining my future or making the best decsion ever but all i know is that i never wanted to be a teacher ever! I do however love english so this is a very had decision for me i really am completly torn i could always do some thing else with a BA in english but what and will i be happier UGH these thaughts. I also cant stand to waste my families money at RIC onlyt to decied not topersue it UGHHHHH i am confused but i have a whole three days to think about it *nervous laugh* well i supose i shoulc continue my research on carrers now rather then rant on this webpage with me luck i suppose this is going to be a tough week end. If i do choose JWU i can only pray that i can start on march 10 (spring semester) cause i dont know what i would do with my self if i had to wait until june 1st for summer secession lol i am not used to free time. so yes back to the old drawing board i suppose