i'm sorry
i'm sorry if my fragile heart is hard to hear...but i've been working at this and something happened where i just broke down. don't be alarmed. it's only because i care for you so much more than i care for anything else it seems. my feelings continue to grow stronger for you and with that comes other things...this distance between us is only darkness and i get scared....wondering through this and i can't be there....oh but i will.....but when i am away i get scared and worried.....things can change, and they will....but how? oh how long will i have these precious moments with you...you are right that we should cherish them while they are here...but if i could i would beg you to stay, because i am so in love with you now....and i just want you to know all of this because i would rather say it then have you find out later.....i love you and you are gorgeous and amazing...and deep down i'm making plans to be with you somehow..oh how i will try....-end thought
stay with me.
stay with me.