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i'm so fucking hard to please at this point.
before i had a relationship that mattered, my standards were pretty low. cute, relatively funny, able to hold a conversation. but now that i've had one they've gone so high. not only do i know what qualities i want because he had them, but i know what qualities i need that he didn't have. and i know some things that i hate that he did.
so no one's going to be perfect, pretty much. having a relationship in the future will be a process of figuring out which qualities i can live without.
but right now i'm not desperate enough for a relationship to overlook any of them.
lame.
before i had a relationship that mattered, my standards were pretty low. cute, relatively funny, able to hold a conversation. but now that i've had one they've gone so high. not only do i know what qualities i want because he had them, but i know what qualities i need that he didn't have. and i know some things that i hate that he did.
so no one's going to be perfect, pretty much. having a relationship in the future will be a process of figuring out which qualities i can live without.
but right now i'm not desperate enough for a relationship to overlook any of them.
lame.