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Today.. umm I went to look for a job... I just want money!!! I wish I was a rich person!!! But Oh well.. I'll live. I hung out with Stacy all day pretty much, lol anything new?? hehe I wish Krita wouldn't be so damn busy!! lol SO lets see.. theres nothing really to tell you about this day other than Stacy, her sister Kelly and I played the game clue! yahoo!! I won ya know!! Just one of those simple days were you do whatever you can do without getting bored.
Nothing is new, I just got a lot on my mind lately. It seems like everything is about boys or at least one boy. I know if he ever reads this he will know its about him. But I'm gonna talk about it a little. Hes a very good friend of mine and I love him to death. He has told me he likes me a lot, wants to be more than just friends. I only thought of him as a good friend to begin with and now it does kinda feel like I am starting to have feelings now too, but then again I dont feel I do. I'm just one confusing girl, to understand I dont even know how my friends do. But I still feel I just wanna be friends, but the guy is great and he does everything a girl would want him to do, and I feel if I dont hook up with him.. I'll just miss out on something great. Everybody else is always like so when you gonna hook up with him.. Everybody would be happy if I did, it seems. I dont know would I be happy or would I be happy if we just stayed good friends?? Or am I missing out on something?? Fuck!! I hate this.. its so dumb! I just wanna make my fking mind up! well thats all Im gonna say for now!!
Much Love Liz*
Nothing is new, I just got a lot on my mind lately. It seems like everything is about boys or at least one boy. I know if he ever reads this he will know its about him. But I'm gonna talk about it a little. Hes a very good friend of mine and I love him to death. He has told me he likes me a lot, wants to be more than just friends. I only thought of him as a good friend to begin with and now it does kinda feel like I am starting to have feelings now too, but then again I dont feel I do. I'm just one confusing girl, to understand I dont even know how my friends do. But I still feel I just wanna be friends, but the guy is great and he does everything a girl would want him to do, and I feel if I dont hook up with him.. I'll just miss out on something great. Everybody else is always like so when you gonna hook up with him.. Everybody would be happy if I did, it seems. I dont know would I be happy or would I be happy if we just stayed good friends?? Or am I missing out on something?? Fuck!! I hate this.. its so dumb! I just wanna make my fking mind up! well thats all Im gonna say for now!!
Much Love Liz*