"Wow that's big"
Who the hell am I to have kids? If I continue with this am I throwing away everything I've ever dreamed of? Can I bear to live without ever having children? I'm gay, so I can't bring up kids to lead lives where they don't feel different?! Marriage I can live without, but my own children? This certainly is big.
maybe I can't do this
maybe I can??
Fuck!
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