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Mar 05, 2011 01:20

I won't let you close enough to hurt me!

Alcohol is not my friend. It makes me think too much......… Adele, how can you get into my mind so perfectly, so elegantly with only tiny and delicate footprints in my heart. I wish I'd discovered you before now!

I wish I remembered. I wish I remember more than I do. I hope the things I remember will be imprinted in me until I meet you again. 
When will I see you again?
Oh Helen, you had such a short life. Even Catherine is now older than you were. That's the craziest thing about this all. It just shows how much precious time has passed. I still remember running down that alley thinking you'd got scared and run off but you hadn't. You were hit by that car. Nothing will ever change that. If tome travel existed, we'd already know about it. You were my big sister and you were stolen from me. I was six years old. It changed my life forever. It impacted me in more ways than I thought possible. Am I who I was meant to be. Did you have to die to make me the person I am? Did you HAVE to die?
Helen, sometimes I like to think of what you'd be like now. But things never turn out the way you expect them to so perhaps you'd be nothing like I imagine. I wish I could have you back just to see. I wish I could tell you
I love you. I hope you're proud of me even though I don't think I deserve your approval.
Can you see me or are you just in the ground? Is there after life. Do you run around with Alice?
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