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Have you ever thought that perhaps I'm not the girl you remember?! Don't treat me like you know me... I'm not her anymore.
I dunno what to write anymore. Nothing that makes sense that's for sure.
My scars make me feel like a freak, a failure! But all I wanna do is cut my wrists. Deep. I can never do that though can I! I can't do that because people will know exactly what I've done. I can't go near my arms. I can't go near my legs. I can't cut my torso. I just can't fucking cut myself.
I am far from chilled! Glad kick-boxing is tomorrow. Need a good battering!!!!!!!!!!
I dunno what to write anymore. Nothing that makes sense that's for sure.
My scars make me feel like a freak, a failure! But all I wanna do is cut my wrists. Deep. I can never do that though can I! I can't do that because people will know exactly what I've done. I can't go near my arms. I can't go near my legs. I can't cut my torso. I just can't fucking cut myself.
I am far from chilled! Glad kick-boxing is tomorrow. Need a good battering!!!!!!!!!!