what up, g
21 days of actual school left.
36 actual days left until school is out.
therefore, 36 days until hell is over and the process of regaining my sanity begins. this place, pvi, really does make one go a little nutty. i find myself avoiding contact with all other people. instead of having conversations with others i avoid them. i do this pretty much all day. i avoid talking with people in the halls, before and after school and in lunch by pretending to be organizing my locker, getting things out of my locker, pretending to be doing something important or pretending i have to go the bathroom. this school makes me go insane; and makes me turn into a creepy kid who lurks the hallways making sure i never makes eye contact with other human being. its really pathetic. i am rather outgoing and talkative. however, its like i have a split personality. i take on this very different role the moment i step into pvi. i need to work on making at least a few friends before senior year. i dont want to be remembered as the girl who was cool freshman year but then turned into a creep. so far in high school i have definitely paved the way for me to earn that sad legacy. however, i have intentions to change. maybe i will, maybe i wont. but at least i recognize i should change. thats at least a step in a good direction.
sadly my writing entry's on this thing is another way i escape talking to others. i tell everything i need to tell anyone, or want to tell anyone here and then i feel no need to talk to anyone else. so now i am going to go and maybe try to have a conversation with someone about something. i need to make attempts soon before i lose all my social skills forever.
good-day kiddos.
36 actual days left until school is out.
therefore, 36 days until hell is over and the process of regaining my sanity begins. this place, pvi, really does make one go a little nutty. i find myself avoiding contact with all other people. instead of having conversations with others i avoid them. i do this pretty much all day. i avoid talking with people in the halls, before and after school and in lunch by pretending to be organizing my locker, getting things out of my locker, pretending to be doing something important or pretending i have to go the bathroom. this school makes me go insane; and makes me turn into a creepy kid who lurks the hallways making sure i never makes eye contact with other human being. its really pathetic. i am rather outgoing and talkative. however, its like i have a split personality. i take on this very different role the moment i step into pvi. i need to work on making at least a few friends before senior year. i dont want to be remembered as the girl who was cool freshman year but then turned into a creep. so far in high school i have definitely paved the way for me to earn that sad legacy. however, i have intentions to change. maybe i will, maybe i wont. but at least i recognize i should change. thats at least a step in a good direction.
sadly my writing entry's on this thing is another way i escape talking to others. i tell everything i need to tell anyone, or want to tell anyone here and then i feel no need to talk to anyone else. so now i am going to go and maybe try to have a conversation with someone about something. i need to make attempts soon before i lose all my social skills forever.
good-day kiddos.