Feb 05, 2009 17:45
I'm not homesick, really, but I miss my friends and family so so much. I'm making some good friends here, but no one can replace Greg, Emily, Alyssa, Keiko, and even Jackie. I miss my mom, and really miss my brother. Europe was actually a lot of fun with him, and there was so much more available to do with a car and someone who knew what to do and where. I feel like I'm flying without a net here, as cliche as that sounds. I want to learn how to travel and get around on my own, without my parents I mean. Independence is key, something I could never fully gain back home, and now I'm forced to. I miss Molly too, even if she doesn't miss me. Same with Daddy and Gannie. Are these thoughts too immature for an almost-twenty-year-old? Oh well.
On an entirely unrelated note, I must stop drinking beer, and just drinking too much in general at American Night. What happened last night cannot happen again, ahah. I'm looking forward to a weekend of rest. I'm not even fully recovered from my horrid night in the airport, and Amsterdam last weekend. This will be good. Time for free.