Dec 18, 2007 18:55
i lose sense of home when i get wrapped up in someone and then when it's done nothing feels comforting. i am laying in someone elses bed in someone elses room. i feel so lost because that feeling of home doesn't exsist any longer when im in my own room.
i told her i dont feel the connection anymore. i told her she treats me like a friend. ive been telling her for days to be more romantic. i asked why she was so quick to leave after i let it all out. but i guess i would leave too if the person said those things. although, i didn't when i loved that one person... i didnt leave her when she would say things, she could have said anything and i would have tried to fix it. but i guess im not that important to the libra. or maybe she "doesnt play those games" whatever. she left me when i was crying because she couldnt try for me. she kissed my head and left.