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why am i just randomly an ass hole? maybe i do it when i feel scared. i shouldnt be like that. shes gunna hate me. fuuck. love is a word and a feeling and a commitment... it was leaked last night. what am i getting into? i want this but for how long. she makes me think that i will change my mind and its scarying me everytime time says it that i might. i dont want to ruin it. i have a million thoughts invading my mind.