Dec 26, 2008 11:35
Sitting in the darkness of my room with only my wits and ambition for better endeavors, I realized that i was right, and that gift was completely inappropriate.
In the daily sense of things I finally gave cardiovascular exercise another try. I ran up and down the streets of temple ridge court. Legs and lungs engulfed with torment I barreled through feelings of desperation to an awakening of weightlessness and appreciation for work. With Kings of Leon blaring into my ears I felt untouchable. Although the payoff was miniscule in length, the emotion and ecstasy left me with a craving for more. All and all I am gratified and determined to reach a longer peak in the future & to make this relentlessly habitual.
Have you ever realized hoards of blackbirds all about? They were perched in the woods and the power of their number was overwhelming. I wonder if there are more blackbirds than people in this world. I wonder if there is any animal that out numbers us anymore. The landfill is so gargantuan and I resent my wastefulness. I contemplate if there is any hope for us to become one with this world. We are too smart for our own britches. I thank humans for our soul of good but I have grand disgust for our lust for more. Our demise is inevitable because we cannot contain ourselves. Hopefully love for one another can redeem our land. I swear I'm not as pessimistic as I appear.