Bad Habits
Bad habits:
1. Not liking boys who like me.
Case in point:
Dylan
Not that I don't like him, because I do. But there is something that turns me off when I know that a guy is more into me than I am into him...there is no chase but I keep them around for the flattery. I am a rancid bitch.
2. Smoking
I quit, then I start again. Then I quit. Then I start. Over, and over, and over again.
3. Sleeping only with exes.
I don't add new notches in my belt, I just go back and sleep with someone I've already slept with. I do so more often then I should.
4. Self absorbtion.
Okay, I admit it. I am fairly self absorbed. Not altogether flattering of a trait.
5. Weighing myself.
I am obsessed with my weight. Today I am down to an athletic 138, down from about 150 a month ago, and down quite a bit from my all time high of 165. Goal? To healthily reach 130, where I was at the height of starving myself.
6. Sleeping with my contacts in.
Not healthy.
1. Not liking boys who like me.
Case in point:
Dylan
Not that I don't like him, because I do. But there is something that turns me off when I know that a guy is more into me than I am into him...there is no chase but I keep them around for the flattery. I am a rancid bitch.
2. Smoking
I quit, then I start again. Then I quit. Then I start. Over, and over, and over again.
3. Sleeping only with exes.
I don't add new notches in my belt, I just go back and sleep with someone I've already slept with. I do so more often then I should.
4. Self absorbtion.
Okay, I admit it. I am fairly self absorbed. Not altogether flattering of a trait.
5. Weighing myself.
I am obsessed with my weight. Today I am down to an athletic 138, down from about 150 a month ago, and down quite a bit from my all time high of 165. Goal? To healthily reach 130, where I was at the height of starving myself.
6. Sleeping with my contacts in.
Not healthy.