Let the Good Times Roll!
At work...Here early so I have time for a quicky...Yesterday was the first nice day of weather in a while... I went to Greeley Park and climbed the big make-out tree with Mark and we spied on some little kids :) hahaha...
I also made up w. Peter I think?!!? We talked and I rubbed his back down with lotion because he was itchy... So I guess that means we are okay after three months of not speaking? What I would like to know, is why I gave in AGAIN to him so easily without an apology. I wish he could see how much he hurts my feelings; Well I guess he does and thats why he does it... I know hes upset about what I told him before... To everyone besides my people this entry will mean jack shit because you will have no fucking clue what I told him; but I know some of you do...
Maybe I shouldnt have told him that before he came back b.c. he wouldnt have all this anger.... I dont know, sometimes I think he may be right about the things he says to me... :( He is one of my best friends, and has been since 7th grade, he knows me very well... Maybe he is right...
ANyway; regardless of that I have been so happy lately. Life is so good :) I have come to realize lifes too fucking short to piss and moan, if you dont like something about your life, change it... The only person to blame for unhappiness at hte end of the day is yourself... So get off your ass and fucking doooooooooo something!!!! Thursday= Fall River= Liz +Mel +Allister+Mama Cass+babies in limbo= Another AMAZING time :)
In a bullet proof vest, with the windows all closed- I'll be doing my best I'll see you soon...
I also made up w. Peter I think?!!? We talked and I rubbed his back down with lotion because he was itchy... So I guess that means we are okay after three months of not speaking? What I would like to know, is why I gave in AGAIN to him so easily without an apology. I wish he could see how much he hurts my feelings; Well I guess he does and thats why he does it... I know hes upset about what I told him before... To everyone besides my people this entry will mean jack shit because you will have no fucking clue what I told him; but I know some of you do...
Maybe I shouldnt have told him that before he came back b.c. he wouldnt have all this anger.... I dont know, sometimes I think he may be right about the things he says to me... :( He is one of my best friends, and has been since 7th grade, he knows me very well... Maybe he is right...
ANyway; regardless of that I have been so happy lately. Life is so good :) I have come to realize lifes too fucking short to piss and moan, if you dont like something about your life, change it... The only person to blame for unhappiness at hte end of the day is yourself... So get off your ass and fucking doooooooooo something!!!! Thursday= Fall River= Liz +Mel +Allister+Mama Cass+babies in limbo= Another AMAZING time :)
In a bullet proof vest, with the windows all closed- I'll be doing my best I'll see you soon...