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[liztothep]

Why is life so fucked up? especially this past week. the fucking house in loudon burnt to the ground, including all of my pictures, my baby blanket, all of my clothes, my computer...all of my memories from college and my relationship with andrew..the list goes on. my brother is in the hospital, but i know he is getting better. and now one of my friends probably hates my guts.

i dont know how much longer i can stand this. is anything going right? are things ever going to turn around? i need to get the fuck out of here.