home is where the heart is...really
I go home Friday. And I really can't wait. I just...really need a long break. I think its being with the same people CONSTANTLY every day thats driving me nuts and making me miss home so much. I want to be at home decorating my Christmas tree and looking at the lights and watching Christmas movies with my Dad.
All of a sudden today I'm just sad. We were all just in my friends room making gingerbread houses and it was so much fun but now all of a sudden I just want to be by myself. So I'm hiding out in my room, where I never am. Plus Leah leaves for Italy January 9th and will be gone for 4 months...and I'm still pretending to myself that she isn't leaving. I'm going to miss her, a lot. I love being here with her. Ugh. Why am I all of a sudden so depressed? Maybe its like an end-of-the-semester funk. I can deal...I'll just finish my work, study my brain out of my skull, finish my two remaining finals...and be on my way home. Where I cannot wait to be.
All of a sudden today I'm just sad. We were all just in my friends room making gingerbread houses and it was so much fun but now all of a sudden I just want to be by myself. So I'm hiding out in my room, where I never am. Plus Leah leaves for Italy January 9th and will be gone for 4 months...and I'm still pretending to myself that she isn't leaving. I'm going to miss her, a lot. I love being here with her. Ugh. Why am I all of a sudden so depressed? Maybe its like an end-of-the-semester funk. I can deal...I'll just finish my work, study my brain out of my skull, finish my two remaining finals...and be on my way home. Where I cannot wait to be.