I am allegedly 1 in 700 or 0.14% or 388,571 of people in USA with Multiple Sclerosis
I got a fortune cookie when I was in Canada in January that said I would receive news of great importance next month.
I know I shouldn't believe in this stuff ... but 3 weeks ago I got a letter in the mail saying that my neuro will not be in on April 18th and that they are moving my appointment to Feb 27th. This seemed like good news, instead of waiting 5 months from the last appointment, I get to see him in less then a month. When I called to confirm the appt. I asked which doc I was seeing they told me I was seeing both neuros. Good news now? Or am I being paranoid? I guess I'll find out on Monday.
Thoughts and questions are racing through my mind, I'm driving myself crazy inside. The new meds are killing my mojo ... I have no fire in me anymore to do anything at school. Everything feels so bleh ... I should be working my ass off right now, instead I'm sitting around thinking about it. Thinking isn't getting me anywhere ... I need some fire. I need it now.
I try talking to people and they tell me not to worry so much ... as if I'm expecting some kind of other answer. Someone in my family even hung up on me when I said I wanted to be tested for ALS. Am I wrong in pursuing more answers from my doctors? I'm scared and I just want some answers.
I just don't want to hear stop worrying anymore. I'm not going to stop worrying until I get some answers.
I know I shouldn't believe in this stuff ... but 3 weeks ago I got a letter in the mail saying that my neuro will not be in on April 18th and that they are moving my appointment to Feb 27th. This seemed like good news, instead of waiting 5 months from the last appointment, I get to see him in less then a month. When I called to confirm the appt. I asked which doc I was seeing they told me I was seeing both neuros. Good news now? Or am I being paranoid? I guess I'll find out on Monday.
Thoughts and questions are racing through my mind, I'm driving myself crazy inside. The new meds are killing my mojo ... I have no fire in me anymore to do anything at school. Everything feels so bleh ... I should be working my ass off right now, instead I'm sitting around thinking about it. Thinking isn't getting me anywhere ... I need some fire. I need it now.
I try talking to people and they tell me not to worry so much ... as if I'm expecting some kind of other answer. Someone in my family even hung up on me when I said I wanted to be tested for ALS. Am I wrong in pursuing more answers from my doctors? I'm scared and I just want some answers.
I just don't want to hear stop worrying anymore. I'm not going to stop worrying until I get some answers.