alone..
I find it kind of sad, when only one person notices me.
There has only been one person that ever has been able to tell when I sound sad or type sad or annoied ... No one else seems to care.. I'm just alone..
and on another depressing thought.. oh such joy.. fuck you. lol.
But I found a really spiffy guy.. He lives close to me.. and from what I know about him.. He's kool.. Me and him are going to meet soon.. But one problem. He is taken.. By some preppy skinny boy with a cute face.. That guy works at wal-mart..And that will never change.. Even if I do end up liking Mike(guy I know) I could never have him.. He's with china doll over there... so it is useless..
My only weakness is my heart... I try so hard not to love anyone but I do anyways.. It is just awful that emotion.. love.. bad.. i hate it.. because it just never works out for me.. one day, maybe.. i might have someone.. it doesn't matter right now i guess. i'll just feel alone until the day I die.. now fuck off..
I fear that I will never find the happieness that I once had with Chris.. I love that boy so much.. He was so good to me.. Such great and sad memories.
And no one fucking leave a god damned comment on this fucking post.. if you wanna fucking leave a comment you email me or IM me on AIM
keredshi@gmail.com
keredshi ::AIM
There has only been one person that ever has been able to tell when I sound sad or type sad or annoied ... No one else seems to care.. I'm just alone..
and on another depressing thought.. oh such joy.. fuck you. lol.
But I found a really spiffy guy.. He lives close to me.. and from what I know about him.. He's kool.. Me and him are going to meet soon.. But one problem. He is taken.. By some preppy skinny boy with a cute face.. That guy works at wal-mart..And that will never change.. Even if I do end up liking Mike(guy I know) I could never have him.. He's with china doll over there... so it is useless..
My only weakness is my heart... I try so hard not to love anyone but I do anyways.. It is just awful that emotion.. love.. bad.. i hate it.. because it just never works out for me.. one day, maybe.. i might have someone.. it doesn't matter right now i guess. i'll just feel alone until the day I die.. now fuck off..
I fear that I will never find the happieness that I once had with Chris.. I love that boy so much.. He was so good to me.. Such great and sad memories.
And no one fucking leave a god damned comment on this fucking post.. if you wanna fucking leave a comment you email me or IM me on AIM
keredshi@gmail.com
keredshi ::AIM