Run, run, run away
"I'll weave your names into my ribcage; lock your hearts inside my chest.
Regain the passion I once carried; do away with all the rest.
I tore the sickness from your bodies; smashed it's head against the bricks.
I made a castle from it's bones that you may always dwell in it.
So sing for every buried moment that you'd thought would never end.
And sing your fears about the future; and a dirge for faded friends.
For all the love that you had held to, why it somehow failed to keep.
And sing each minute you've been frightened; every hour that you've lost sleep
And sing for all your friends and family; sing for those who didn't survive.
But sing not for their final outcome; sing a song of how they tried.
We live amidst a violent storm; leaves us unsatisfied at best,
So fill your heart with what's important, and be done with all the rest."
the past few days, or perhaps weeks.. I've been reminding myself the most redundant message that I have failed to keep in mind the last few years. The same exact people have been coming in and out of my life. And though it always happens.. I fail to realize that there is a reason it always happens. The instability of man kind has pushed you all away and the kindness of my heart in your faint remembrance of who I am brings you all back. I mean well and it is always forgotten. Sure I can be selfish, annoying, and wrong. But at the same time I have to be. You are all you have in the end. Love yourself before you love anyone else but only so your heart is strong enough at the end of the day to care for those who count.