Muscle memory
today was a great meeting at the message. the speaker spoke of how the steps changed how she precieved everything and how that change had a domino effect on how she behaved and reacted in every other aspect of her life. then she topped it off by telling us her father died and the funeral was last weekend.
I also had some good personal chats. G told me that my beleif that I may not be able to carry a message is just leaving a back boor. the message happens if ive done the work.
I'm wondering if I should learn to turn off my intellectualism. I mean, I pride myself on being intellectual. But sometimes its just so incapacitating. I wonder what would happen if one day I wasn't frozen by fear and thoughts but just lived in action, what would happen? I think it would be good for me, but I think its easier said than done. Overthinking is a knee jerk reaction, like muscle memory. It's going to be hard work to change this.
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