Jul 13, 2006 13:52
i'm posting because i have nothing better to do. there's a cell phone ringing right now...i don't know who it belongs to. i'm at work. i have about 2 hours left. i have some paperwork to do for my scholorship after work. it's an employment commitment paperwork to be exact. i owe so much money...i'll be in debt for the rest of my life. i still don't have anything to do...i'm in the library of my my workplace. i use to work in the main office...but everyone is getting new offices and it's so hectic right now. everyone wants space for themselves...probably to display pictures of their family...especially of their kids. it's so silent in here...i like it better. It's not a big library...but it's quiet. at least i don't have to answer phone calls for the english ministry. i lost my voice yesterday due to allergies....so that was going to be my excuse if they did put me to answer phone calls. i always tend to get sick in the summer. i didn't think i had bad allergies...but i do. it's kinda disappointing. that cell phone is beeping now...someone has a voicemail or something. the owner has now arrived...and is looking very confused. he too does not have an office...so i'm guessing we have to share network cables. at least he's getting an office pretty soon...where as i'm going to be situated in the library for now. i don't mind...i don't have kids to display on my desk...and i don't have to brag about my kids being in college or on the dean's list...or the honor roll.
i've recently just got back from vacation on sunday...i guess that's not recent. i have new pictures and a post on xanga. Vacation with the folks is always interesting. the 4th was okay. it was a little crowded on the beach and everywhere we wanted to go...but it was a good vacation from j.c.
i really have to get my mind on track this month. i have a lot of things to do before school starts. some involve school and scholorships...i have two orientations to go to. I have a lot of materials to buy before classes start. school is so expensive...and out of state tuition does not help me at all. i'm hoping everything will go smoothly once i'm at ETSU.
i think that overall, this summer has been the best. i've meet a lot of new and interesting people through out...not just school, but my workplace. Working for the spanish ministry here at FCC is very difficult especially if it's in a totally different language. i'm really fortunate to know two languages though. My boss speaks to me in spanish...and sometimes he talks way to fast. His family is from Chile...so they use different tenses...and they use a lot of the Vosotros form. But i'm glad i'm helping him out. Church has changed my attitude towards everything. I'm more involved now than i ever was. i needed more of HIM in my life.
A lot has happened though. I mentioned that i was talking to someone...and we still are. For some reason though, before i left for the beach...that someone ignored my calls for two weeks. When i got back from vacation, i had a message from him. he called that night and explained why he didn't call. long story though. i don't know what to think about him. sometimes i feel like i'm wasting my time talking to him. But it's just been a month...and i can't really tell in a month. He seems as though he wants a relationship, but never mentions or gives me hints about it. I'm totally clueless about want he wants to accomplish with the friendship we have. He's a very sweet guy...he's a little older than me, but i'm hoping we'll have something in the future. i'm just gonna go with the flow for awhile.
it's still silent in here...just one more hour to go before i leave. for a moment...it was a little busy. my boss came in and finally gave me something to do. he's gone now...and hopefully he'll be back before i leave. I don't like to leave things not completed. Overall, it's been a productive day. i have church practice tonight at 7:30...i don't know if i'll be able to sing tonight or sunday. my voice is horrible right now...and a feel a headache coming on.
all is well though with me.
good day :D