drunkendness

[lizmodahoe]

i miss you- is that so wrong to say?
and i miss you-you are so far away-
and i miss you-the words so hard to say- i miss you- a million times per day
and youve heard- all the fucked up lies-
and you tried to justify the cries
and you watched as i withered up and died
and you sat- as though you knew the whole god damn time-
and yuo smirked as if you wanted to fuck with my mind
and won as if my soulf was a game
and you cheated as if you i had betrayed
and i spoke- as if you really knew
and i told -- as if the truth was skewed
and i waited as if the time was right
and u ran as if you had a fright
and we moved along as if we were apart
and we dont speak as if words could never again start-
as if we were lovers mixed with a hint of friends
as if you werent so goddamn confused, as if you knew what we were in
and if you didnt know baby- why did you you try
and if you didnt know baby, why did i cry
and if you didnt know then why arent you here?
and if i only knew-the truth once clear
and if only ifs- and - buts- were not the way-
if only i had said this before-
.....the words i will never again say....