p.s.- wheelz, moneyz, occupationz, hot weatherz, responsibilitiez, lots more zzzzzzzzzz.
I haven't indulged in this site for a while, so...
so yeah, I'm done with one-sided friendships. Or at least unbalanced friendships. Good people deep down I'm sure, but I don't want to be shat on any more. So to those who don't put in the effort, er...try that or something. If not, bye bye for now, I hope yall grow up.
I think I need sleep. Talking out loud makes me feel nauseous and disgusting. Talking just doesn't seem worth it these days, and I want to stop in the middle of each sentence I start a conversation with, but I refrain from stopping because I like to display some sorts of manners. Perhaps I'll go mute for a while, see how it feels, test the waters(or the air). Or open up. I'm a walking contradiction these days. I'm all over the place!
I'm in the middle of a drama I don't really want to be in because half the party is new to me. But at least I'm a part of something, and I have it to hold on to, a reminder that I'm still here, even if only physically.
edit: Last night I had a dream I was explaining something to a group of friends, and found a bowl of hard-boiled eggs in my backpack. analyzation impossible.
okay, now over and out.
so yeah, I'm done with one-sided friendships. Or at least unbalanced friendships. Good people deep down I'm sure, but I don't want to be shat on any more. So to those who don't put in the effort, er...try that or something. If not, bye bye for now, I hope yall grow up.
I think I need sleep. Talking out loud makes me feel nauseous and disgusting. Talking just doesn't seem worth it these days, and I want to stop in the middle of each sentence I start a conversation with, but I refrain from stopping because I like to display some sorts of manners. Perhaps I'll go mute for a while, see how it feels, test the waters(or the air). Or open up. I'm a walking contradiction these days. I'm all over the place!
I'm in the middle of a drama I don't really want to be in because half the party is new to me. But at least I'm a part of something, and I have it to hold on to, a reminder that I'm still here, even if only physically.
edit: Last night I had a dream I was explaining something to a group of friends, and found a bowl of hard-boiled eggs in my backpack. analyzation impossible.
okay, now over and out.