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I am stuck between decisions. Somewhere along the way I lost my plan. I used to have one. I was going to go to school, get my degree, get a job, then, um, I don't know what came after that. Now I'm just a jumble of ideas without any implementation. I want to do everything all at once, I always have. Being unable to do everything I want, I end up doing what's easiest or most convinient. I'm tired of it. I don't feel challenged anymore. I feel goal-less. How do I set goals for my adulthood? I don't have plans to marry/have children. There is no path laid out for me. I lost it a year ago on my way across the graduation stage, degree in hand.