I'm Baaack!
Today just reaffirmed why I love drama kids so much. I'm teching for Shelby's one act, and today we had rehearsal at 4:30, but since I didn't feel like going home for an hour and I didn't have a ride back to school, I just stayed and ended up hanging with Max and Paul and Missy. And it was so much fun. Those kids are just so crazy. It made me realize why I love being involved in the drama department so much. Of course, I love being onstage as well, and even without the amazing people I would probably still be acting, but having the wonderful people doesn't exactly hurt. Even though Max's group was supposedly "rehearsing," very little actual work was done. Most of the time was spent messing around. In about an hour of work they managed to run through the script twice, and by the time I left we were all lying on the floor of one of the dressing rooms with the lights off and our heads together and we were holding hands, with Max lying on my stomach and my head on Paul's shoulder. It may not seem like much, but for me it was what I would rather have been doing than anything else. Just hanging out with my friends and goofing off. It's moments like that that allow me to survive the crazy schedule I seem to have bound myself to. Some days, I wonder if it's worth it, but then days like today happen and I know it is. Even if it means I don't get to see my friends or boyfriend or sleep and I live on the edge of a breakdown.
In other news, my doctor tried me on a new ADHD medication and it was a complete disaster. I don't know how many people saw me today, but it was pretty crazy. I couldn't concentrate on anything and I was so unbelievably hyper. I have never been this bad before. At one point I was fairly certain that Wolfe was going to throw me out of the room because I couldn't sit still and Matthys kept directing death glares at me. Not my best day. I suppose I should be glad that it was a B day because I don't see Korach being quite as understanding as Wolfe. But I could be just as bad tomorrow, so we'll have to see.
But right now I just feel like curling up in bed and falling asleep and never waking up again. Rugby practice just about killed me off. It was fitness day and it was hell. We basically spent two hours running suicides. Not fun. One girl even fainted and a few of us were on the verge of throwing up and/or dying of an asthma attack. But oh well. I love rugby. Even when I'm soaking wet and exhausted and ready to die.
And this is my first livejournal entry in a really long time. At least since the beginning of this year. wow. That's why it was so long. I'm sorry to anyone who bothered reading all of this, because I somehow doubt that anyone cares.
In other news, my doctor tried me on a new ADHD medication and it was a complete disaster. I don't know how many people saw me today, but it was pretty crazy. I couldn't concentrate on anything and I was so unbelievably hyper. I have never been this bad before. At one point I was fairly certain that Wolfe was going to throw me out of the room because I couldn't sit still and Matthys kept directing death glares at me. Not my best day. I suppose I should be glad that it was a B day because I don't see Korach being quite as understanding as Wolfe. But I could be just as bad tomorrow, so we'll have to see.
But right now I just feel like curling up in bed and falling asleep and never waking up again. Rugby practice just about killed me off. It was fitness day and it was hell. We basically spent two hours running suicides. Not fun. One girl even fainted and a few of us were on the verge of throwing up and/or dying of an asthma attack. But oh well. I love rugby. Even when I'm soaking wet and exhausted and ready to die.
And this is my first livejournal entry in a really long time. At least since the beginning of this year. wow. That's why it was so long. I'm sorry to anyone who bothered reading all of this, because I somehow doubt that anyone cares.