Apr 18, 2009 22:58
I would like to just state that I'm completely sober while writing this...
I think I reached a moment of englightment in the shower just now. It was weird. I just spent my Saturday night making banana bread and downloading/ listening to Ani DiFranco (who i just found out I absolutely love). And I'm by myself and I'm just happy. So I get in the shower cause I'm covered in flour and banana bread batter and I'm standing there thinking. And I think 'I hope jason is as happy as I am right now' and I honestly meant it. Then I'm thinking 'whoa, why did you think that' And I'm not mad at him anymore. It was the most bizarre feeling, complete forgivness. It was such an overwhelming feeling that it made me dizzy.