Goin Down the Road.

[lizinabyss]

Finally got about 10 seconds to myself this morning after taking my brother's car to get smog checked as we are selling it this afternoon, only hours befoer my parents leave for Europe. Very much like them- attempting to get thigs done quickly, but always doing things until the last minute. By the way, I also get to be the lucky person to drive them to the airport at 3:30am for their 6am flight. Fabulous. At least I get to drive the mercedes. But seriously. Ick. Both of them have been sooooo stressed out lately, it's totally obvious when they deny it. They got into the biggest fight I've ever seen between them, and I totally lost it. I was bawling, and I did something in private I haven't done since highschool, at least for 6 years. And then it was weird, a couple days ago, I saw this Degrassi repeat, and Ellie was saying to Craig, I will always be a cutter, even if I don't do it for years, it's just a part of me. Maybe it's a part of me too. A very shameful part, but that might have been the worst emotional pain I've felt in months. Oh Degrassi, you are so wise.

On a more interesting note, I was hosing off some deck furniture yesterday, and I stumbled upon a National Geographic sized ant base. NO JOKE, there were millions of ants angrily swarming around me. And with the hose in one hand, and windex in the other, I mostly defeated them. But it's only a matter of time, I feel, before they take their revenge! But it was pretty gross.

I am very tired today, but hopefully I will be tired enough to get to sleep early, then wake my tired ass up at 3 am. yay.