sigh
what to say..hmm..
well, can't say i havn't been lovin the mustang. because, well, i DO. it's still so surreal that's it's really mine. but hey, best damn thing in my life.
kind of sad.. it's like lately it's been all i was looking forward to... all i could really think about. then i got it. now what? what am i going to look forward to now to depend my happiness on? :P
less than 3 months until junior year is history for me. it's been pretty ok. i dunno, i just wish i could've gotten off to a better start.. like, maybe be a bit more outgoing, or payed better attention in classes to get better grades..
don't know what happened, last year it seemed like i was more outgoing. it seems like i've just realized people are not all saints and that it is somehow acceptable to judge others because they're not attractive enough or seem too stuck-up. and i used to never really judge people..
i just want to be done with high school. but i'd rather shoot myself than not graduate and get a good career..pretty much..
k, bed time. peace.
well, can't say i havn't been lovin the mustang. because, well, i DO. it's still so surreal that's it's really mine. but hey, best damn thing in my life.
kind of sad.. it's like lately it's been all i was looking forward to... all i could really think about. then i got it. now what? what am i going to look forward to now to depend my happiness on? :P
less than 3 months until junior year is history for me. it's been pretty ok. i dunno, i just wish i could've gotten off to a better start.. like, maybe be a bit more outgoing, or payed better attention in classes to get better grades..
don't know what happened, last year it seemed like i was more outgoing. it seems like i've just realized people are not all saints and that it is somehow acceptable to judge others because they're not attractive enough or seem too stuck-up. and i used to never really judge people..
i just want to be done with high school. but i'd rather shoot myself than not graduate and get a good career..pretty much..
k, bed time. peace.