i'd like to say that you're my only fear.

May 03, 2009 16:02

i'm waiting for kailtyn to be texted by nicki so we can go get ice cream. i stole $5 from amy, since i cant cash my tax refund check yet. i'll pay her back.
i just spent like, 20 minutes figuring out my gas mileage and price and travel time to go to Muncie. i miss it. well, i mean, i miss the people. and the idea of being there in the summer, and it being nice and warm and being able to go outside and do fun stuff with my Muncie friends is really hard to get out of my head. i really really really want to go in the next few weeks, or really, anytime this summer. but i have no money. so figuring out gas price etc. for a trip i cant take since i'm broke was a waste of time and a good excercise in getting my hopes up.

the time i went from IVCC to ISU to Milwaukee back to ISU back to Mendota was 573 miles all together. that really didnt take as much gas as one might think. my oldsmobile gets 25 mpg highway and my tank holds 18 gallons. From my house to Caleb's is exactly 310 miles.

i really love postsecret.
and i really love letting my hair do what it wants, because it makes me feel good. i dont think it particuarly looks good, but it makes me feel like it does.

prom was yesterday. my sister didnt go. i didnt go to my junior prom either. a whole bunch of kids from my class either went or were at the walk-up. people are coming home. i'm excited. one thing i learned this year is that when it comes down to it, when bad things happen or you just need someone, the kids i grew up with will be there when no one else will. even if we werent all that close recently, it seems as though there's some sort of home-town solidarity happenin. especially this week, when sammy's dad died.
when it comes down to it, i know a lot of people whose fathers have died. a shocking amount. all from my town. and a few whose mom has died.

my dad's phone is out of minutes. my mom was trying to call him and he wouldnt pick up, and then i tried and it said the number was out of service. i suggested she just call robert's phone to get ahold of him. she was whole-heartedly opposed.
i sincerely hope dad doesnt send mother's day or anniversary cards to mom.

kaidsy just texted me. i'm off to spend quality time with her and nicqui.
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