i have a to-do list.
of things to do before school ends.
i rarely ever finish my to-do lists, but seriously, i need to finish this one. for the good of my education, finances, mental health, etc.
why the hell do i have a livejournal?
no, really?
i didnt want one.
dave convinced me i should get one.
then i did.
now dave is basically completely gone and i still have a freakin livejournal that i update a few times a week while listening to embarrassing music and waiting around for my next scheduled activity, which could be anywhere from 1-6 hours, today it happens to be 5 hours. i sit here on my ass and i dont have a job, i drove to school on fumes today and i dont know how the hell i'm going to be able to afford gas tomorrow, let alone next week and the week after that until i get my tax refund.
i sit here and i havent done much of anything creative lately, i sit here and i'm being SO PATIENT and i'm hoping things will go the way i want them to, the way i've wanted them to for so long.
i feel dissatisfied and slightly disenchanted.
re-enchant me. i like it better that way.
i can't get thursday night out of my head.
i rarely ever finish my to-do lists, but seriously, i need to finish this one. for the good of my education, finances, mental health, etc.
why the hell do i have a livejournal?
no, really?
i didnt want one.
dave convinced me i should get one.
then i did.
now dave is basically completely gone and i still have a freakin livejournal that i update a few times a week while listening to embarrassing music and waiting around for my next scheduled activity, which could be anywhere from 1-6 hours, today it happens to be 5 hours. i sit here on my ass and i dont have a job, i drove to school on fumes today and i dont know how the hell i'm going to be able to afford gas tomorrow, let alone next week and the week after that until i get my tax refund.
i sit here and i havent done much of anything creative lately, i sit here and i'm being SO PATIENT and i'm hoping things will go the way i want them to, the way i've wanted them to for so long.
i feel dissatisfied and slightly disenchanted.
re-enchant me. i like it better that way.
i can't get thursday night out of my head.