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Ugggggghhhhhh. Jeff (my chi-town ex) killllls me.
We were discussing our most recent relationship failures, since we hadn't talked in a couple months. The last time we chatted we gave each other advice and it was super weird... because with him and I, it's always felt like we're still together, but dating other people in between. Maybe that's just because we still love each other, I don't know.
Regardless, he tried convincing me to come up to Chicago this weekend. Typical Jeff style of deciding things on the fly, but man, it's so tempting. If I didn't have plans and weren't already at home, I can't guarentee I'd be able to resist. I've been smiling ear to ear this entire conversation... he just makes me laugh more than anyone else.
I keep thinking back to how great it was to be with him last Spring Break. That comfort level we have with each other that I've never had with any other guy I've dated... even though we've only been together in person a total of maybe a month in the almost five years we've known each other. Yeah, that's some craziness.
And as always he says he's planning a road trip to FL, but I've heard that one so many times I just shrug it off. The logistics of that just never work out. And no matter how much we love each other, the thousands of miles between us just screw everything up.
Ok, just spent like an hour talking to him on the phone because he just called me. Oh man, he cracks me up. And he just informed me that it was my fault that he was semi-weird when I was in Chicago, because I posted something in my other journal about how I was freaking out about him (since he was talking marriage and promise rings and such). He read that, so then he was super careful about making sure not to freak me out any further... thus confusing me and making me think all the other stuff was just so I would sleep with him. Wow, we did a good number on confusing each other.
Whoa, and in an act of perfect timing, Dan from Arizona just messaged me. Has it seriously been a year since he flew to Florida and we spent that wonderful/crazy week together? And again, yet another guy thousands of miles away.
Story of my life.
We were discussing our most recent relationship failures, since we hadn't talked in a couple months. The last time we chatted we gave each other advice and it was super weird... because with him and I, it's always felt like we're still together, but dating other people in between. Maybe that's just because we still love each other, I don't know.
Regardless, he tried convincing me to come up to Chicago this weekend. Typical Jeff style of deciding things on the fly, but man, it's so tempting. If I didn't have plans and weren't already at home, I can't guarentee I'd be able to resist. I've been smiling ear to ear this entire conversation... he just makes me laugh more than anyone else.
I keep thinking back to how great it was to be with him last Spring Break. That comfort level we have with each other that I've never had with any other guy I've dated... even though we've only been together in person a total of maybe a month in the almost five years we've known each other. Yeah, that's some craziness.
And as always he says he's planning a road trip to FL, but I've heard that one so many times I just shrug it off. The logistics of that just never work out. And no matter how much we love each other, the thousands of miles between us just screw everything up.
Ok, just spent like an hour talking to him on the phone because he just called me. Oh man, he cracks me up. And he just informed me that it was my fault that he was semi-weird when I was in Chicago, because I posted something in my other journal about how I was freaking out about him (since he was talking marriage and promise rings and such). He read that, so then he was super careful about making sure not to freak me out any further... thus confusing me and making me think all the other stuff was just so I would sleep with him. Wow, we did a good number on confusing each other.
Whoa, and in an act of perfect timing, Dan from Arizona just messaged me. Has it seriously been a year since he flew to Florida and we spent that wonderful/crazy week together? And again, yet another guy thousands of miles away.
Story of my life.