The thing that I thought was upsetting me is not the thing that's upsetting me. Don't ask me. It's not you, it's not anything that's happening or anything anybody's saying or doing, and it's not likely to affect anyone who's involved in my present life.
peladon - I need you. You may want to get me on an IM of some sort rather than ramp up your phone bill as well as your laundry. I can do it perfectly well via text - in fact, I think I'd rather - but I need you. Doesn't have to be now, or today, but I need you.
Old wounds run deep and some never heal. I just had a sharp reminder of that.
I'm leaving this post public as an explanation for why I may not be available to anyone else on IM.