Looking....with *some* hope
Tonks did come, she's here now. We still haven't heard hide nor hair of him. Moody thinks it was you-know-who himself that took him. Tonks keeps reassuring me that that is ridiculous. He-who-must-not-be-named has no idea who are Order memembers and who aren't. Especially one so far away from England.
I've let myself go a bit. Tonks about forced me to eat and shower (I know two nights doesn't seem like a big deal to not shower...but here at the reserve where it's dirty and grimy....it is). She keeps telling me everything is fine. That he just is really upset right now and needed time away.
I just can't imagine him not telling anyone that he was leaving. Charlie has a strong sense of responsibility, and that's just not like him. This is so hard. It's almost harder then knowing he's really dead....god if he is....
You think of so many horrible things when you don't know. I'd almost him rather be dead then him have to go through the things my head keeps coming up with.
I think the most calming thing is, however, is that Dumbledore doesn't think we should really panic until he's been missing for about four days. He's been gone two now...I can't imagine how worse I'll feel if he hasn't come back by Friday.
Tonks said that Snape should hear something soon, if they have taken him. He is in the Inner Circle...and it wouldn't be a small thing if they kidnapped a Weasley. He-who-must-not-be-named probably (or this is what Mad-eye keeps saying) has a good idea that most of the adult Weasley's are in the Order. It would be silly if they weren't. But to make such a bold move this early in the game, Tonks and Diggle think would be ridiculous.
We'll just see...I hope it is just the fights.
If he comes back in one piece, alive and well...I will love him and never ever fight with him again.
I've let myself go a bit. Tonks about forced me to eat and shower (I know two nights doesn't seem like a big deal to not shower...but here at the reserve where it's dirty and grimy....it is). She keeps telling me everything is fine. That he just is really upset right now and needed time away.
I just can't imagine him not telling anyone that he was leaving. Charlie has a strong sense of responsibility, and that's just not like him. This is so hard. It's almost harder then knowing he's really dead....god if he is....
You think of so many horrible things when you don't know. I'd almost him rather be dead then him have to go through the things my head keeps coming up with.
I think the most calming thing is, however, is that Dumbledore doesn't think we should really panic until he's been missing for about four days. He's been gone two now...I can't imagine how worse I'll feel if he hasn't come back by Friday.
Tonks said that Snape should hear something soon, if they have taken him. He is in the Inner Circle...and it wouldn't be a small thing if they kidnapped a Weasley. He-who-must-not-be-named probably (or this is what Mad-eye keeps saying) has a good idea that most of the adult Weasley's are in the Order. It would be silly if they weren't. But to make such a bold move this early in the game, Tonks and Diggle think would be ridiculous.
We'll just see...I hope it is just the fights.
If he comes back in one piece, alive and well...I will love him and never ever fight with him again.