A***hole
For the love of Merlin, I really hate that boy...I have not in fact left my room. But he's out there. Just sitting there, staring at my door....I know he is.
But his an arsehole, and I don't want to talk to him. I haven't decided if I even want to stay here. Either this fight is going to end in a total seperation or the greatest snog I've ever had in my life.
And right now I'm so angry...no, I shouldn't say things like that.
He has made me think. I have been still, subconciously, stuck on Sirius. Yes, I love Charlie Weasley...but Sirius was my true love...even if Charlie is my soul mate, they aren't the same two things.
(I sound ridiculously girly) But how can he expect me to be over Sirius already? It's only been--around--three months. Some people take their whole lives to get over someone. He's lucky I was ready at two, and I'm not...not totally ready, which he's picked up on. I think he wanted me to just get over him in a snap.
Well, it just doesn't happen like that, not when you love someone as long as I love him...
But even besides this...Lynn. I have never heard someone be so mean to a person just because of their family. I can't believe Charlie. It was rude, and hurtful, and he's a bastard for it! (no offense Molly, Arthur) I hope Lynn is doing alright...
I trust her, Fred trusts her, Bill trusts her, the people that matter trust her. Charlie doesn't matter, George doesn't matter. Dumbledore does, and that's all that matters.
My arsehole of a boyfriend can go **** himself.
But his an arsehole, and I don't want to talk to him. I haven't decided if I even want to stay here. Either this fight is going to end in a total seperation or the greatest snog I've ever had in my life.
And right now I'm so angry...no, I shouldn't say things like that.
He has made me think. I have been still, subconciously, stuck on Sirius. Yes, I love Charlie Weasley...but Sirius was my true love...even if Charlie is my soul mate, they aren't the same two things.
(I sound ridiculously girly) But how can he expect me to be over Sirius already? It's only been--around--three months. Some people take their whole lives to get over someone. He's lucky I was ready at two, and I'm not...not totally ready, which he's picked up on. I think he wanted me to just get over him in a snap.
Well, it just doesn't happen like that, not when you love someone as long as I love him...
But even besides this...Lynn. I have never heard someone be so mean to a person just because of their family. I can't believe Charlie. It was rude, and hurtful, and he's a bastard for it! (no offense Molly, Arthur) I hope Lynn is doing alright...
I trust her, Fred trusts her, Bill trusts her, the people that matter trust her. Charlie doesn't matter, George doesn't matter. Dumbledore does, and that's all that matters.
My arsehole of a boyfriend can go **** himself.