its just all bullshit
yesterday was neat. woke up pretty early. and went to the mall with sister. got my mom alot of stuff for her bedroom. and i got a super super cute jean jacket from hollister<3. then i came home and went down to the art show in clayton with my parents. it was nice. havent done that in forever. me and my dadda like those. my mother on the other had is almost disrespectful and rude about it. but thats okay...
tonight i was meant to go to the Brooks and Dunn concert with my parents and with sister. but i decided not to (ive already been a few times anywaays) and becuase i wanted to talk to mike. becuase i havent. basically at all this weekend. but so much for that. hes working. go fucking figure. whats new. so i passed that up to sit her on my ass. i should go turn in applications.. i guess.
id rather just sit her alone and be bitchy. im not in a good mood at all. im sick of everything. its just all bullshit. its one of those days where nothing happens like you want it too. and nothings right. im just not happy. i want to be happy. it should be up to me right. noo. its not. oh well. nothings right... im sick of everything, i dont like it this way. kljdklsjdlkjflksdjfkldsjf. fuljcvlkjvck. oh well.
i had two of the weirdest dreams last night.. though.. one was about getting married and another was about was about being out at the lake and some colonists were attacking us.
so my wedding... super werid. i only remember certain details. i think we were in the keys. and there were only like 25 people there and i was very upset about it. it was last minute too so nooo one had the proper clothes. mike was wearing khaki shorts and just some tshirt. and i was wearing white jeans and just some shirt. i was very upset about that. me and mike and my sister were like sitting across the street from this place waiting for people to tell us to come over. it was meant to all happen at 5... but 4 hours later we were stll there waiting. thats all i pretty much remember. i know i was realy mad, thats about it, things werent going how they were meant to. the last thing i remember was my dad like taking mike away... i have no idea what for. then i woke up from charley stepping on me... it could have been a good dream. but it was ruined. to bad. after she woke up i was sad that i didnt get to finish my dream so i was like gotta go back to sleep so i can see what happens... but insted i had a different dream about a bunch of weirdos attacking us!
then my colonist dream.this year i am in america lit 2, so we are studing them in there. i am in us gov so we are studying them in there. and i am in us history so we are studying them in there too. thats possible how i had this dream... maybe. but this one was really weird, totally ramdom. so we were like out at the lake, which it in the middle of no where and who knows whats around there in the woods. and like we had in the keys theres this long penisula that sticks out into the water. everyone was out there just hanging out, playing guitar, and talking. then i see these people like out in the woods looking at us. they were on horses and dressed all crazy, like the colonists would be. and i was the only one who saw them out there. but i didnt think that much about. then i guess everyone was going inside to go to bed but i wanted to stay out there for a little longer.... then (dunnn dunn dunnnn)..... the started attacking! they were all running towards us and stuff. i was running into the house where everyone else was. and i guess they saw them starting to attack or something becuase they were already all hiding. so i ran into the bathroom and locked the door, but it wasnt really locked. and then they all came into the hosue. and of course, first thing, broke into the bathroom where i was. and i came out and used my awesoem ninja (ha kimmie) moves on them and they left. damn i wish i was that good in real life.
thats alll. i wrote plently.
oh another thing. my mom said once i get a new job she will let me go to florida once a month. like thast something to drive me to get one. it should be.. but somehow its not really.. i think its becuase i dont believe it. well see.