one year ago...
wow... oh so sweet 17. wow do i remember last year. things have changed sooo much just within one year. last year at this time....
i wasnt even dating anyone. yes i did have my secret crush. but i wasnt dating anyone. and now im in this crrrazy relationship with mike. and i love it so much. and love him so much. and would never change for the world.
one year ago for my birthday i got a car and a puppy. what a good birthday. this year i got lots of cash. this sweater i wanted from hollister. and some other clothes. and a b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l neahk lace from my daddy. and chanel sunglasses. AND something else that apparently i dont know about yet, thats really really really big and exciting. but im so excited about what i did get. i love it all. im a lucky girl.
to celebrate last year i went out to some island for the weekend with brian and archie. which of course was tons of fun. and out to dinner. ha- and i remember there was some hurricane then and the power went out when we were there so we were there forever and ever. this year we had a big shrimp dinner with family. and just hung out. it was nice. my fmaiys so fun when they want to be.
last year i was a size 0 in pants, wow those were the days, now im a size 3. lol thats changed.
last year i couldnt even drive yet. now it feels like i have been forever..
alot of things have changed in one year. i never really realized it until i sat down and thought about it... kind of crazy. but i like who i am. as i person i think ive grown even more, for the better.
alot of different people have come in and out of my life in the past year. some i know i have made realisthips with that will last forever. and others.. came, tought me my lesson, and then left. some people have came back into my life from waaay back in the day; 8th grade, and i know will be around for awhile longer. in the end the good and bad have all been worth it.
its all so cheesey, but so true. its all a journey and along the way im discovering who i am and what i want to do with my life. how cool.
...and next year, 18, iyiyi, what does that mean, well i can get a tatoo for one! my mimi and i were talk about doing that. we are both going to get one next year. ha well see i guess!
godddddsh, so much has changed. some friends, my lover, dirty things, where i live, what i think of my family, where i want to go in my life... ah all so exciting. im ready for tomorrow though, ready for the future
this is enough.... im off to watch some tv i guess and wait for my mike to come home from work and talk to me, and go to sleep, and tomorrow wake up and get my hair """color washed!""" sooo exciting. and then seeing more family. yippie
good night everyone! be happy!