those moments
do you ever have those moments, or days, where you are just so happy, for no good reason. nothing really out of the ordinary happens, nothing special, just normal everyday things, but you just realize how much you like it the way it is, just how things are, there always always room for improvement, but its about being content with how things are, right in that moment. things could always get better, like i could be actually still living in florida enjoying the things i uses to be able to enjoy with those people, but i cant, but im content here, i dont really know what will happen tomorrow, if things will change, but today im so content with things. they could be alot worse, by all means. i think missouri isnt the best place to be, what if i was in, like, alaska, or something. and im here with my family, that i really do love so much, what if i didnt have them, or what if i didnt have, or know the people that i care about so much. like bestfriends. what would this world be without them. so many people will just come in to my life, and then walk out, but theres some i know are around to stay. im just happy. happy to love the people i love. know the people i know. the good and the bad. learned from them all. the good things and the bad. its all worth it today. and im just happy.
crazy i know.
well today i didnt do much, woke up, talked to mike, took the dogs on a walk, went to the mall (yes again), came home, mopped and vacumed the house, parents came home, helped clean out the camper, walked the dogs again, had a sub for dinner. and yes thats all. and of course talked to mike aswell.
its crazy.. like everything is. but just hearing his voice is so reassuring. like just him saying hiii or heey or hello or whatever feels like tons of lifted off of my back just for a little while. just long enough for us to have our hour or so talk before bed. things like that, that feeling, makes me know somehow its all going to be alright. i just cant wait.. eeee!
mall was fun. hannah had to exchange some pants. did that. then i got 2 more pairs at abercrombie. and another shit at hollister.. and hannah got one too.. and we got mike one too. how loved are we all. somehow i feel like joey lately? with the whole abercrombie and hollister thing. kind of creapy.
tomorrows get job day! yay! yay! yay! why do i keep saying yay! its because im not really happy about that at all!! but its going to be okay becuase i keep saying yay! to make myself feel better! yay! but it will be okay. its time to start saving annnways. ughhh.
well thats it. im going to go straighten my hair some, yes before bed, then go to bed. gotta look decent.. tomorrows get job day! yay!