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feeeeeeeeddddd UP with the motor situation. i have plans, with the boy, tomorrow and a family who wants me to stay here til saturday. then pick me up sat. morning, so i can drive back here to work on the show all sat night, then drive back after work on sat to work sunday. ??? cuz that makes sense. which would mean, cancelling, AGAIN, which i informed said family of and stillll attitude. all because i don't have work on saturday. obviously in my family if you aren't working your ass off your not worth a second glance. and this lady from michaels summer camp keeps calling me and wants me to do a birthday party at her house for her kid. whhattt? ahhh no. thats asking for trouble. but don't tell my dad, because you should enver pass up a chance to stress the fuck out and make a dime. and i can't get my own car as the parental unit, again, doesn't consider me financially ready. hm. even though i have been putting money aside every check and paying my bills on time, oh no. beth will never be responsible to pay for a CAR woooo. college and a job - well, not really this semester... - and keeping up her place in the theater department is just killing time, i guess. oooy. lame. well. i refuse to cancel on krys again, whatever cosmic circumstances deem our friendship unworthy of the fates, and i'm telling my parents this weekend that i am talking to my grandmother about a car. they can deal. let if cause a family rift, such is life. if they don't want to deal with my life, i will.
bitter post finito.
bitter post finito.