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I absolutely love college (except for the nasty cafeteria food)! I live on the honors floor of the all freshman dorm which means that things are either fun or awkward or possibly a combination of both. Last night the honors kids decided that they wanted to have a dance party in the lounge so some kid pulled out his handy dandy strobe light, and another his loud speakers and with a little rap music we were all ready to go. It was like Prom but way more awkward. No one wanted to look like a fool so very few people actually danced. I love honors kids. Needless to say I bailed after a short while, and it happened to be the second before the "party" was shut down by the RA that lived next to the lounge.
I haven't met my bff yet or the boy of my dreams so I am a little dissappointed by all the crap that television spits out about college. I have people that I would call friends by now. And who knows maybe they will develop into fantastically great friendships that last for the rest of my life. But I miss that with some of my friends back at high school, that I could shoot them one look and they would know exactly what I was thinking. Or would be thinking something similar to what I was during a conversation with a third party. I loved that, and I miss that. But I guess that goes along with knowing people well.
I am having fun, but I feel a little lonely during the pauses because there is nothing deep there and I like deep. *Sigh* But you can't predict friendships or relationships, they just happen. I can't help but think though that if I don't get a move on that I will be nineteen or twenty before I have my first kiss. That's too old maidish for me. I guess I just don't understand because girls around me are hit on, and many have boyfriends but me, no. And I guess I just don't know why. Maybe some guy in the floor will get to know me well enough.
Anyways, now that I have thoroughly depressed myself, off to do Psych homework. So much homework in college! I need to stop socializing so much so that I don't have to study so much during the day.
Lots more to tell but I need to be productive for awhile so maybe later.
Liza
I haven't met my bff yet or the boy of my dreams so I am a little dissappointed by all the crap that television spits out about college. I have people that I would call friends by now. And who knows maybe they will develop into fantastically great friendships that last for the rest of my life. But I miss that with some of my friends back at high school, that I could shoot them one look and they would know exactly what I was thinking. Or would be thinking something similar to what I was during a conversation with a third party. I loved that, and I miss that. But I guess that goes along with knowing people well.
I am having fun, but I feel a little lonely during the pauses because there is nothing deep there and I like deep. *Sigh* But you can't predict friendships or relationships, they just happen. I can't help but think though that if I don't get a move on that I will be nineteen or twenty before I have my first kiss. That's too old maidish for me. I guess I just don't understand because girls around me are hit on, and many have boyfriends but me, no. And I guess I just don't know why. Maybe some guy in the floor will get to know me well enough.
Anyways, now that I have thoroughly depressed myself, off to do Psych homework. So much homework in college! I need to stop socializing so much so that I don't have to study so much during the day.
Lots more to tell but I need to be productive for awhile so maybe later.
Liza