single again....
So I just broke up with Bob. Here's an FYI for all you men out there. While a girl is telling you that she can't put up with you seeing someone else too anymore and feeling like she doesn't even rank second place in your life, it's not a good idea to say "I really don't have time for this right now". Fuck men. all of them suck ass. Now I'm the proud owner of a hundred dollar multitool. Yay! Guess my boss is gonna get a good present this year. I hate that I thought our relationship was going so well that I could buy him a Christmas present already. I hate that I'm so fucking oblivious to the obvious when it comes to men. I hate that I would love to find a great guy and settle down one day. I hate all of it. I hate that every aspect of my life can never go right at the same time. I hate that there always has to be some major drama somewhere. I hate that when I hung up he didn't even try to call back. I hate giving my heart to someone and having them not give a shit about it. I hate that I still believe there are great guys out there. What am I thinking? Men are men and they are all the same and I keep saying I would love for one of them to prove me worng, but that sure as fuck hasn't happened yet. I think I'm going to go drown my sorrows in a box of chocolate and cry. I just really feel like I can't do this anymore. I'm going to end up bitter with a house full of cats. Whatever. What the fuck ever.