Icky weather
3rd Day Vyvanse:
This morning started out pretty well. Woke up at 8am, I did my workout, and some house work. Everything is cleaned and I've been able to keep everything put back in its place. My focus was good, but I did find myself getting a little "stuck" and going blank. I was distracted a bit, but I was still able to finish everything I was working on. I think its because I was getting nervous because we have a little extra company. Kids were arguing, and there was quite a bit going on at the same time. Too, I didn't have any music going and I can't really focus well at all without that. Music is something I have to have and I don't like to have a lot of noise. Loud kids, music and Buddy and AJ playing the game was a bit much for me. I have a hard time getting around when and doing stuff when there's a lot going on at once. I was slightly overwhelmed a little, irritable is a better word, but I handled everything pretty well. I started feeling a little run down about 3:30, but was able to get everyone to give me a little space to concentrate and it helped a lot. I did have a moment or two when someone would say something to me and I was doing something else and didn't hear them. I was a bit spacy. I found Buddy's wallet and put it up while 2 different people were talking to me, then he needed it, and it took me a little bit to remember where I put it, but I back-tracked everywhere I could have put it, because I wasn't thinking about it when I put it down. I finally found it, where I originally thought I put it. I didn't handle the kids as well today as I did yesterday, but I did ok. I'm thinking it may have just been because of the weather, because it was pretty icky today outside and I don't like gloomy weather. I did have a migraine last night and had a hard time going to sleep. I was angry at someone for being stupid and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I have a small headache tonight, but not horrific. I've had extreme dry mouth and can't seem to quench my thirst no matter how much water I drink, I still feel dehydrated. I seem to have to use the bathroom very very frequently and can't hold it. That's been an issue since the day I started the medication. Well long before then, but I think its part of the meds. Maybe tomorrow will be better. I will see.