Sad Sad Day...
I have had a pretty sad day today. I don't know know why I feel so down, but I do. I haven't been sad in a while now. I haven't talked with Buddy since Monday and I guess not being able to talk with him is catching up with me. Not talking to him in a while is like not getting enough sleep for me. Before Monday I hadn't talked with him since 2 Fridays before. I guess the reason I feel that way is because I have just recently had to get into the midset of not seeing him every nite, and not having the silly conversations that I am used to having face to face day in and day out. I really miss that. I can not wait until we know when we will be sent to Germany (the girls and I). He will be leaving to go there next coming weekend. I can not wait until we get to go. I just wish people would get off of my case about my decision to go. My mother n law mostly. She doesn't think that I can take care of our kids when she isn't around, nevermind the fact that I have for ummmmm 3 and 1/2 months. Without hers or anyone else's help. What is it about me that makes people think that I don't know what the hell I am doing?? I'm just curious, if anyone can answer that please do. I could use an answer right now.