May 01, 2005 19:11
Just another day, another sad day going by. The last time I talked to Buddy was Friday, today is Sunday. I know he's probably busy cleaning and hanging out with his friends. I told him that he doesn't have to talk to me all the time. Its kewl tho, he needs to spend time with his friends there, I just miss him. Its been really crazy around here today and I need someone to talk to. No one is home to talk to me, or they are all busy doing something else. I cleaned and cleaned and cleaned this morning from damage that the girls did yesterday. I wasn't up for doing anything at all except for watching them, and I was on them about every mess they made and after 1pm I was too tired to keep up with them anymore. I haven't had a break from them in I don't know how long. Candice is too busy with work and she doesn't need something, so she's not calling me and she is about the only one who hangs out with me. She did invite me for supper last nite, but I had already eaten and I had forgotten that she wanted us to come eat with her. Besides Sarah, she's busy working so I have had a few days off from watching the baby, so thats good. I just feel alone and out of place right now, like I am the only one without my hunny to cuddle. I miss him soooooooooo much. Like tonite, I feel like he just left today. I would like to talk with him or chat with him, or something....