i'm falling apart.
i am in so much pain. for the past week i've had what i thought was a minor urinary tract infection.. you know..burning pee, waking up a million times a night to go burn some pee..and that was it. i've been popping some hardcore cranberry herbal supplements..but they aren't helping. now! it seems like i have to pee constantly and my insides are cramping the fuck up. i don't know what to do. i don't want to go to the doctor.. i hate doctors. i'm afraid that maybe i've let it go on for a little too long (i always do that because i avoid hospitals) but this may be a serious. i've never had a urinary tract infection.. maybe it's not even that. it could be anything. whatever it is, it's keeping me from a lot of things.. like eating. or moving.